| I wanna look good naked damnit!
for real. I do. that's only another reason i'm going add to the already long ass list.
anyway, yea. Just bought new lingerie so eh, being naked or close to it is always kind of...nervewracking. not like i'm going to be using them any time soon, but you never know.
i've been so hella busy with tests & studying that food actually has been the last thing on my mind, so i'm glad. less time to think about being hungry, the less hungry I am. especially with finals around the corner. ugh.
the scale has been saying anywhere from 1o4-1o6, but its been saying error a lot too so i think it might either be fucked up, or just in need of new batteries. we'll see.
I know i;m thinner because my bones are jutting out more than before. my collarbones are more intense than they've been, & are my hipbones & chest bones. :]
in:
- redbull
- venti coffee
- mini bagel
out:
- cleaned the room
i bought some work out DVDs, so i'm gonna try to do the pilates & thighs workout tomorrow since my room is clean finally :]
xoxo
<3
^ That's kind of what i'm going to do to my hair. it's platnium blonde & dark blonde right now, so i'm gonna add some more lighter brown in there like Audrina's :]
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haven't checked, doubt i will. my scale is in a hard to reach area, since i had to make room for my cat's litter box, so i'm just going to say its stil around the 1o4-1o5 ballpark.
it might be lower.
i know it is since i look so much skinnier. my collarbones are usually there & you can see them, but now they're sticking out much more than they were before, as are my ribs. I can see the difference so i know i'm losing weight. i like this approach better since it's less downing than a number.
i really want to become a vegetarian again. i slipped off that for awhile, since i used to be one, but now i want to get into it again. i dont even like red meat or much pork, so its not that hard. well, except chicken. i love chicken, but i feel like if i eat it less than i do now, then i'll be alright. i can be a semi-vegetarian, since i think they just eat chicken at times & possibly fish. i dont really like fish so whatever haha.
in:
- monster energy drink [breakfast]: 19o
- 2 small pieces of pizza with cayanne pepper [lunch]: 21o
- water: 1 bottle: 24oz
out:
- walking to class: -3o
- cleaning the room: -6o
total: 31o so far.
i'll update with my dinner later. hopefully just something small. i bought some new food so i plan on eating a bunch healthier. maybe i'll make a small dish of pasta. it's whole wheat :]
stay strong girlies!
xoxo
<3
^ She can make everything look amazinggg
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wow. 10 views, 1 comment.
thanks assholes >:\
I get mad about that, sorry. it doesnt take long to at least write hello. I wonder if i stop posting thinspo pictures if i would have that many views. whatever. its not that many anyway. bah. i need to start adding more people.
ANYWAY...
started restricting much more today. i cant do my fruit/juice/veggie fast since i actually dont have much juice or fruit. sad. :\
but im just restricting.
in:
- 1/4th rockstar energy drink: 8o
- small passion tea: 6o
- 1/2 a mini pizza w/o cheese: 1oo
- ceaser salad: 1oo
out:
-walked around campus: -4o
total: 3oo ish
stay strong ladies!
xoxo
<3
^ Love those boots! I want some :]
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